What ever am i going to do?

At times like these it is when I truly go mad.

It is the end of the year, last week of term three and then two weeks of holidays before the last stretch til the end of the year. And I can't concentrate, can't even use my usb on the computer i'm on at school. crazy.
And so i creat random journals and blogs and discover new things to do on the computer.
My life is such fun don't yah think?
I want to write, but i'm not sure what, should i start a new story? probaly a bad idea seeing as i have well over a dozen stories to work on now, should i write a poem? maybe or even a song?
my head is a roiling tumble of nervous ecitement, i ahve my final drive tomorrow and will hopefully soon be a legal driver. i just hope i manage to pass.
I want to go on that Au Pair program but i'm waiting until after i've finished uni... hard as that is.

So the world continues to go aorund and i am left stuck in a time and place i can't escape from.

Whatever am i going to do?

Next Au Pair?

Well, we are well into my (hopefully) final year of high school.

English, History, Psychology, Biology and Chem... the craziness of it all.. i bloody can't wait til this year is over...

but enough about school people. I may be becoming an Au Pair!

What is an Au Pair you ask? An Au PAir is some one who is involved in teh AU Pair cultural exchange program who send thousands of 18-26 year old people to a different country to live for a year and learn about, and teach the family they are staying with, another culture!
Sounds fun? You alos take care of the families kids... my mum may be takin' me to extremes:P

but what ever gets me in is worth it.

I want to go.

I shall keep you posted on my activities, for now

cheers and keep safe!

Bella-C

Come and see me

Right, i'm starting over, ladies and gents?

come and meet me!

I will be posting stories or poems, a diary of confessions (maybe) everynow and then and will be willing to talk to anyone who is wanting a friendly ear.

cheers

Bella-C