What ever am i going to do?

At times like these it is when I truly go mad.

It is the end of the year, last week of term three and then two weeks of holidays before the last stretch til the end of the year. And I can't concentrate, can't even use my usb on the computer i'm on at school. crazy.
And so i creat random journals and blogs and discover new things to do on the computer.
My life is such fun don't yah think?
I want to write, but i'm not sure what, should i start a new story? probaly a bad idea seeing as i have well over a dozen stories to work on now, should i write a poem? maybe or even a song?
my head is a roiling tumble of nervous ecitement, i ahve my final drive tomorrow and will hopefully soon be a legal driver. i just hope i manage to pass.
I want to go on that Au Pair program but i'm waiting until after i've finished uni... hard as that is.

So the world continues to go aorund and i am left stuck in a time and place i can't escape from.

Whatever am i going to do?